An Open Love Letter To You

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Dear future partner,

Statistics show there are seven billion people in the world. Seven billion people with different names, different faces, and different perspectives. Some of them are happy, some are confused, some are hurting, and some are indifferent. There are seven billion people in this world. Quite a big number, yet amazingly one of them is YOU.

Perhaps, I’ll meet you in a little coffee shop where I usually study and burn candles for the next dreadful exams, perhaps I’ll meet you at your favorite bookstore, in a church event where I see you worshiping and praising, in a random gathering where unnoticeably we exchanged smiles and laughter or perhaps at my favorite restaurant or like the usual stories in movies where we just bump into each other and capture each other’s thoughts and leave each other’s deep impression. I don’t exactly know where I will be meeting you but maybe, just maybe, you are just a quaint for all these years and you might be reading this right now. I just do not know but one thing’s for sure, God is full of surprises especially when you make Him write your love story.

I may not know who you are yet- your name, your smile, albeit I’m pretty sure you have that lovely face. However, those physical features won’t matter because I know what I’m going to adore about you is your love and burning passion for Christ. There’s nothing more manly on this earth than a man who is so in love in Christ and is fully surrendered to His will. Don’t you worry, all the things that we have been doing alone for quite a long time will soon come to an end and we’ll be finally doing things together. We’ll get awkward on our first date together, hang out with our friends together, eat lots of good food together, conquer our first long hike together, watch our favorite bands together, get a closer and better view on our big smiles, have deep conversation with about anything, go to church and worship God together, pray together, cry together, laugh together, dance and kid around whenever we want to, exchange each other’s Iloveyous and finally use the Iloveyouitmakesmecrazycryhappy. Yes, that wonderful feeling of warmth and sometimes chill, the feel of crazy butterflies in our stomachs. I am more than excited to know that we will feel “kilig” all the days of our lives until we meet at the altar and exchange not only our “I Love Yous” but our “I Dos.”

Always know that I am earnestly and constantly praying for you. I am preserving my heart for you and how lovely it is to think that you would also wait and pray for me. Wait ‘til the right time comes. At this moment, let’s just make God our partner for life before and after we find each other. Let’s wait patiently, pray fervently and start preparing ourselves to be the “right one” for each other. Let us enjoy this season of singleness because when the long wait is over, it will be a meaningful start of our amazing journey together and I’m sure you’re going to love it. You’ll be the happiest man on earth just like the happiest woman that I will be.

To my dearest future partner, there are seven billion people in this world. Many of them could have my heart right now, but I choose to wait if waiting means having our happy ending together with you and my God above.

Your future princess ♥

Wait for me a little more, will you?

1aWait for me a little more, will you? Wait for me ‘til I’m ready. Wait for me to finish medical school. Wouldn’t that be great not to have medical books in between our dinner dates and movie dates? That I no longer have to make our incoming exams and bimonthlies an excuse for forgetting our anniversary date. Wait ‘til I’m already a doctor. Until I am able to take care of you 24/7. Wait for me ‘til I’m mature enough, ‘til I’m ready to share my love to you, ‘til I’m already a wife material, ‘til I’m ready to become the mother of your children, ‘til I’m done chasing my dreams and you. Wait if you can. Keep those feelings intact. Wait even though waiting feels like a journey to a desert. Wait and be hopeful with the Lord. I’m pretty sure that even though waiting is hard, God’s grace will sustain you. Don’t focus on me. Focus on God, wait on Him, seek Him.

Just keep making your life exciting and full, so when we do finally come together, we can bring each other joy. Build your faith and dependence on God, make your family happy, cultivate friendships, be the right person for me as I try to be the right person for you. And then when I’m ready, surprise me. I tell you, it will be one of the most beautiful moments in our lives. It will be worth the long wait.

Wait ‘cause I’m just here. I’m just working my way toward you.

Don’t give up on us… yet.

Yours truly,

Delbeth